Never to Late

I've realized worrying about the "should of done" is really not even worth my time. I can't go back and change whats already done, but I can change how it effects me. "Pile up too many tomorrows and you'll find that you've collected nothing but a bunch of empty yesterdays." My life has always been about tomorrows I've have realized most my time is wasted planning not leaving time to do the things I planned the day before. Sure planning is good but not to the extreme I use. I need to learn to live in the now worry about what I have to do today not tomorrow. Starting today, I am living in the now not the past or future. Not saying I wont think about them but I won't let it tear me down like I have for so long. I've made it far in my life these few months. I never saw my self in this position last year. I'll be graduating in June, I had given up on the thought of that even happening. Well guess what I am doing it and can. Maybe those people that told me I wasn't trying hard enough were right, I wasn't giving it my all. I was to stuck on the I can't do it attitude, I refuse to be that freight train that left the broken train on the mountain cause I couldn't help them. I will be the small train that stops and helps them up the mountain reassuring my self the whole way up that I CAN. Better to try and fail then not try at all.