I've realized worrying about the "should of done" is really not even worth my time. I can't go back and change whats already done, but I can change how it effects me. "Pile up too many tomorrows and you'll find that you've collected nothing but a bunch of empty yesterdays." My life has always been about tomorrows I've have realized most my time is wasted planning not leaving time to do the things I planned the day before. Sure planning is good but not to the extreme I use. I need to learn to live in the now worry about what I have to do today not tomorrow. Starting today, I am living in the now not the past or future. Not saying I wont think about them but I won't let it tear me down like I have for so long. I've made it far in my life these few months. I never saw my self in this position last year. I'll be graduating in June, I had given up on the thought of that even happening. Well guess what I am doing it and can. Maybe those people that told me I wasn't trying hard enough were right, I wasn't giving it my all. I was to stuck on the I can't do it attitude, I refuse to be that freight train that left the broken train on the mountain cause I couldn't help them. I will be the small train that stops and helps them up the mountain reassuring my self the whole way up that I CAN. Better to try and fail then not try at all.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Never to Late
I've realized worrying about the "should of done" is really not even worth my time. I can't go back and change whats already done, but I can change how it effects me. "Pile up too many tomorrows and you'll find that you've collected nothing but a bunch of empty yesterdays." My life has always been about tomorrows I've have realized most my time is wasted planning not leaving time to do the things I planned the day before. Sure planning is good but not to the extreme I use. I need to learn to live in the now worry about what I have to do today not tomorrow. Starting today, I am living in the now not the past or future. Not saying I wont think about them but I won't let it tear me down like I have for so long. I've made it far in my life these few months. I never saw my self in this position last year. I'll be graduating in June, I had given up on the thought of that even happening. Well guess what I am doing it and can. Maybe those people that told me I wasn't trying hard enough were right, I wasn't giving it my all. I was to stuck on the I can't do it attitude, I refuse to be that freight train that left the broken train on the mountain cause I couldn't help them. I will be the small train that stops and helps them up the mountain reassuring my self the whole way up that I CAN. Better to try and fail then not try at all.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Scrapbooks
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| Make a Smilebox scrapbook |
Funnest few days of my life :)
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| Make a Smilebox scrapbook |
I've realized my friends will not always be there. As much as I want to think friendships last forever, they don't. But as for sisters they will always be there for me no matter the fight we will still end up friends forever in the end :).
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