I've realized over these last few months no matter how much I think I get through life on my own I can't. I need those friends that someone I can talk to without feeling judge someone how really understands me. As I am thinking about this I realize there is only one person on this earth right now that I truly feel I can talk to without being judged. Some people may find this sad but, I am not, I am perfectly ok with that fact. As I thought about this I began to think about this question that has stuck in my head ever since this person asked me "What do you believe in?" .... and when the only answer I could give them was I don't know. Is there really a god? Is he really listening? Do i believe what I've been taught my whole life? Or was it all a lie? When I realized I couldn't answer any of those questions I realized I had just been like every other kid in this world "well my parents say it's true" But do i know? No, I didn't know I was just living off what my parents told me. I still have to come to a conclusion with what I do believe, it has to be ME that finds the truth for myself not everyone telling what is and what isn't true. I do realize this will be hard and there may be times I just want to give up but, I need to know. My parents won't always be there to tell me whats right and wrong. It's time for me to grow up and find out myself.
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